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Friday, July 07, 2006

tiingg's eyelids are heavy..
tiingg is so sleepy now..
after this post, tiingg is going to do maths!
call her nuts? kekekes.
for ur info, the speed of tiingg doing maths is......
0.1m/hr?
k lar, i am trying to say that...
i do math in a very slow speed - in a high degree.
argh!


hmmms.
i had a sense of victory.
one of my greatest fear that i seriously do not anticipate finally took place AGAIN.
oh well, all i can say is i reacted in a very different way compared to the previous one.
when that 'happening' happened the other time, i felt so defeated, i felt so at lost..
and of cos, i felt so dumb and unworthy.
this time round, every word that i said, it was processed in my mind and duhh, i asked god to help me!
at the end of e day, not denying the fact that i was abit angry.
i neither felt defeated nor lost.. but i felt very
'monkey'
cos i noe that he treated me as one.
fooled me again and again, and oh well, he tik its interesting~
the comforting part is.. at least i have made a big step =)
yay, freedom! i am free frm this stupid thingy.


i read my journal that was written a month ago..
and its impossible to deny that god has been faithful to me!
last mth, i am trapped and yay, God has set me free =)
a decision was made since den, ting must learn to guard her heart and ting have to make a decision to please god even when no one was watching~


oh well, i was kinda immune already.
ting will be affect by u.
no longer ting will trust u.
and yes, the more u are lidat, e more ting detest ur every action.
and u have ruin ur self image by doing this.
who would appreciate this ugly side of u?

and yes, i will still love u cos God loves u =)
and yes, ting was set-free =)
this kind of feeling rawks my socks =p


as i read my journal, i realised that god has moulded me to be a better me.
i realised that together with God, i have overcome alot alot =)
God is faithful!


God, jus now i told u that i wana be set aside for ur kingdom.
i wana do great things for u!
i lurve this ting now.
the one that is so excited for God.
argh, i am on fire!


i kept smiling to myself!
the feeling that i have been longing for.
JOY!


kk gotta go to mug for maths le.
euu are my motivation =)
retarded me =p
 
 
not forgetting God's blessings~
 
+ as u guys noe.. my pathetic phone have to be sent for repairing.. due to tight schedule, today is the only day that i will be available.. this morning, it jus stucked me that my waranty is going to expire soon! and i duno when.. and guess wat? the expiry date is 07/07/2006.. hahas. THANK GOD! simply late for one day and there goes my pathetic phone~ =)
 
 
+ how can i not give thanks for the wonderful ppl that God place in my cg? =) gals, i lurve u all to bits! God is favouring me by placing u gals in westA2.. that smile on my face jus appeared when i tot of u gals. hahas. confirmation was 13.. keep it up!! unit for jesus!! =) *ptss..DAVID HOE, there is one AES guy coming!! =) weee~ i am reali glad! wana see unit size in AES too! =)
 


-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-
 
 
 
 
 
 



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